Friday, November 11, 2011

Matriks kehilangan

Pagi yang murni dan mulia tadi I took a test, risk management insurance subject to be exact.

Before test, aku rasa dah start awal baca compared to test 1. I think this time my effort doubled the first test.
Tapi bila jawab tadi Tuhan saja yang tau macam mana rasa. Rasa macam tak tau jawab apa. Gelap masa depan.
Dah la yang salah tu memang confirm marks dia berpuluh-puluh. Dah step 1 salah, confirm-confirm step 2, 3, 4, 5 and so on salah kering-kering. Its like:
a)1+1=
b)Ans a -9=
c)Ans b x3=
d)Ans c -45

Kalau dah 1+1 dah silap jawab 3 memang confident la d tu terang-terang salah.
Rasa memang confirm akan repeat subject ni for the next semester. Worse, CGPA confirm tarik gila-gila. No doubt. Tapi ingat banyak-banyak kali pun tak guna, dah jawab pun test tu. Dah hantar pun dekat lecturer. The least I can do now is try my best to make sure my CGPA is still above the cut off point. Orang hantar jauh-jauh takkan nak belajar separuh-separuh je kan.

Dulu dekat INTI first semester dah pernah dapat dah markah corot. Tapi itu dekat INTI, first semester. Ini here in US, a year and a half to graduate (insyaAllah) jadi pulak benda macam ni. Nasib baik its not a prerequisite subject for another subject I guess. Kalau kena repeat pun I'm hoping xdelah effect sangat plan for other subjects.

Have to fix other subjects untuk reduce impact results teruk this semester.
Will use old skool method of studying perhaps for the time being.

4 Comments:

  1. Mohamad Nazrul Fazli bin Abdul Mutalib said...
    come on syahmi, you can do it..sekali sekala di bawah,normal la tuh..huhu
    .::annemishi::. said...
    Teringat ada sorg brader yg study engn ni ckap.

    Dia kata, tak semestinya usaha tgga kejayan.
    Ada ja org tak study utk test tapi result gempak kemain.
    Ada ja yg berbulan2 usaha. Tapi teruk jugak.

    Nak kata result tu bkan kita yg tentukan. Atas sana.
    Kalau dia kata tak, buat apapun mmg tak lah, kalau dia kata ya, x buat apapun tetiba ja dapat. Tu ujian namanya.
    Tapi kita wajib usaha, sebab Dia nk tgok usaha, bukannya result. Kita ja yg nk tgok result.

    At least dapat pahala usaha. :)
    syahmi said...
    Nazrul: Will try bos. Tapi cm susah je nk cover.

    Anne: :)
    N D Z said...
    kamon nyet! u can do it! lagi sikit!

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