Wednesday, August 19, 2009

goals.

Semester four approaching. And result for semester three will be out in two days. I'm really hoping for a better result this semester. HOPING, meaning, I'm not very confident of what I've worked out this semester. "Dah usaha gile2 kan, tawakkal jek", that's what I often heard my friends said. But was wondering, "aku tak usaha betol2 ni, boleh ckp tawakkal gk ke?" Study, then opened facebook. Usaha gile2 la sangat aku. I'm sorry, I'm not a religious type person so I'm not quite clear about the tawakkal concept. Should be just "usaha cincai2" or "usaha dengan betul" then tawakkal or what? Whatever it is, what's done is already done. Harap aku boleh terima result dengan hati yang okay.

Okay, now come to goals. Right now, I just want to fly to US. To do better in my ADTP. I guess I really need to work hard in the fourth semester to cover my terrible cgpa. Usaha kene lebih lagi. Bak kate roommate aku "usaha dah ada tapi tak cukup lagi". And some more, this fourth semester will be a bit packed. Yeah, I know its a short semester but I haven't register for toefl which I'm thinking of taking it on Nov/Dec this year. For my friends who is having toefl this Sept, goodluck. And one more thing, its Aug and Sept. Lot of my friends are off to states these two months. Some to Egypt. Indon mari pn ade. Sekutu will be off to UK. Daeng, John, Miji already left the country to Russia. And what's left here is me. Not to forget kupu2 and the rest who is fighting for their foundations (a-level, sam, ausmat, ib).

Started to feel "cuak". Lot of my friends already asking "ko fly bile?". Plus, makcik2 aku da sebok na kirim corelle da. Lagi la mmpos. Tukang sapu fly to UK when he was 17 but I'm still here in 1Malaysia struggling just to pass the cut-off point. And that was his first time on flight in his life. Aku? Naik pegi Nilai jek, ticket asek PEN-KUL, KUL-PEN. Bile la ticket tu na tuka jadi KUL-LAX. Okey, be rajin next semester and the ticket will be there for me. Think positive. I still got time I guess. Last chance to make things okay, next semester. Let us all work hard for our future friends. Be more rajin. Jgn asek prabes duet pa ma jek. Let their investment be worth it and our future be secured.

-goals-

lessson learnt:
-be more rajin.
-rajin, bt ibadat must not be left behind.
-don't pause, keep moving.
-to achieve cita2 or goals, usaha must be there.

toing!!!

7 Comments:

  1. Nadhirah Zamrose said...
    wah entry in malay :)
    u know what u have to do right.
    so good luck!
    new template in process (ngah crik ni)
    : nako : said...
    whoaa~ (can't help it) haha
    gilak ni entry ko. it's kinda motivate me tho. ^^
    yeah, true depa suma dah fly. tinggal ko dan aku je kt cni..hak
    and john already left to russia?? cyes x taw dow.. but u see, it's ain't about how fast u get there but the main thing is, the journey of getting there. so, keep on climbing :)
    Ra-bee-ah said...
    lepas usaha, mmg kene tawakal. ape2 yg ko buat pun, kene tawakal gak.
    next sem, usaha la betul2 ye. jgn asyik mafia wars je mmnjg. :P
    makcik2 aku ngan cikgu2 pun asyik tny fly bler. aku asyik jwb 'insyaAllah kalau dpt', 'kalau dpt...', harap2 dpt la. huhu.
    all the best! :D
    yuhanis said...
    relax je syami
    anything is done btter with a clear mind
    n yes,d0nt give up!
    mari kte sama2 fly ke states
    insy.. =D
    nyet... said...
    >nadh
    haha.
    yeah2.

    >nako
    motivate?
    lwk gaban mu nako.
    john sude fly sbulan da kot.
    yeah2.
    keep climbing.

    >biah
    ye2.
    tau2.
    akn redha dgn ape yg dpt.

    >yuhanis
    mmg aku relax pn.
    tu resolution for new sem.
    yeah2.
    sme2 kte usaha.
    .::annemishi::. said...
    erm.. ari tuh terbaca status fb kwanku.

    "apa sebenarnya niat kita utk tuntut ilmu nih? just nk fly/ dpat kja bgus/ kepuasan diri n bla3.. tpi sbnrnya niat kta utk Allah.."

    lebey kurg laa tuh..
    so, diri sendiri pon tersedar..
    :)
    nyet... said...
    >anne
    ye2.
    btol2.

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